Again, not much is going on in my life.

I went and saw my shrink today. He said I'm doing better. I feel better, and so on and so forth. I hopefully will be off my medication soon. Hopefully I won;t go back into a stupor like that last time, and end up in the same hole.

I'm trying to get a loan to go to school, but I just got rejected from one of the groups that I tried. Fuck, if I can't get three grand to finish off my associates then how in the hell am I going to 15000 to go to mortician's school?

I've been thinking about my job at Meijer alot lately, and am really hoping to find a new place. No such luck yet, but I have a feeling that if I can't get the money to go to school I'm going to be stuck there for quite a while. That is one thing that will push me over the edge is being stuck working for a shit-hole place like Meijer or Wal-mart or Kroger's for the rest of my life. I don't think I could take that lack of ambition and that forced lifestyle for long.

I guess I jsut need to sinch my belt even tighter and do my best to save up what I can for school.